Echoes From the Past

Something happened last night and I am despairing over WHY I was affected. I have seriously no idea, and I really thought that I was already over her. But yet again, Fate seems to slap me in the face and force-feed me the truth.

It feels like getting hit with a fully grown pirarucu or arapaima. See pic:
The pic was taken by Edison Caetano of WWF Brazil. The article is here:[link]

Okay, so let's get away from the technicality of it all.

I have absolutely no idea why I was affected. I really, truly, genuinely believed that I was over her. Her status was ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ, missing U, as it could be called. And that's exactly what she told me, she missed me.

I went on to ask her about her recent lovelife and apparently, things don't look well for her. Apparently, everything has seemingly faded. I have no idea why this seems so heavy on me, after all, I don't feel the same way for her, or do I?

Anyway, just to sum it up, I think I'm just a little too not over her.

On a completely unrelated note, I read about a species of parasitic worms that can actually "Control" the minds of the organism that is their host. Scary, ehh?

Their main host is the killifish. The really scary part, killifish are affected by the worms because of an unknown substance that they release when in the brain of the killifish that disrupts neurotransmitters. The scary thing about that is that killifish use the same neurotransmitters as we humans do. They use the two chemicals dopamine and ceratonine.

Well, that's all for another rant. I'll see you when next I post.